choosing present...

today i am bringing a happy mood to go shopping for choosing and buying my dear birthday present. i know i had no much money to buy something which is very expensive. i just want to buy something that he is need so that the money will not be wasting...

i am thinking to buy so many things starting last year. but everything that i want to buy he also already buy for it. i know nothing i can buy anymore. but recently i found that his bag was broken which he usually use for working. so i try to get a new 1 for him...

today after go looking for house with ah kit & sally, and my class had canceled so we decided to go shopping to choose his present. we go midvalley to choose the gift because there got more choice but all the things there is very expensive, i cant afford to buy it...

we walk for few hours to get a cheaper 1 but i walk till so tired still cant get the 1 that i satisfy with the style and the price. then, at the end we go to Jusco to try to get cheaper 1~after few shop we go and search finally we find some nice bag and i try to call him see which he like more....

the answer that i get from him is....BAG IS NOT THAT 1 I REALLY HOPE TO GET, I WANT TO PUT THE CAR ANTI-UV STICKER, BETTER ASK THEM SPONSOR MONEY FOR ME LAH~~oh i see....we are wasting time for a day~~~

the feeling is just like: u want to bring some 1 for dinner, u try to look what he is less of, how the food taste, where is the place and when u almost finish for the planning............on the way u taking him to that restaurant, he tell u he not really like that place and food, better u give him money and he go and eat what he want to eat....

if this is what he want, then ok, fine~~next time i will not spend time for idea on him anymore...no romance will happen on this person anymore....no surprise anymore....just give him what he want....this is what a person who age 30 want....but not a person age 24 want.....

use my heart on others person is more worth........friends or family also wont hurt me like this....maybe the person that not care him but gift him the bag he will more appreciate because they dono actually what he want is the things that worth RM700++ or more~~~~~~~

ya~i am poor~~~no finance based....but if he really want this, i still can gift him...but i no need thanks, because the money is not precious than as my heart and regards.....DISAPPOINTED.....

Publish♥

i had publish my secret~
because..
now is not a secret anymore~

this way of love
is full of gladness and sadness...
rejoice and regret..

all these element combine
lead to a better way of life~

every time when i feel upset...
i will read back all the memories..

last time
i like to post all my upset feeling
disappointment
and the sadness memories
at here...

however,
every time when i read back all the post..
i realize that...
i can feel all the happiness in the sweet memories
but
feel nothing in the sadness post..

so,
i don't like to post the unhappy memories at here anymore
because i know...
when i am upset or unhappy,
what i need are always
sweet and touch-full memories
to recover back my moody~

♥JUST LET SADNESS BLOW AWAY BY THE WIND♥

Bagan lalang again^^ with shinya~

i already forgot this is how many times we going to bagan lalang...but i know every time i going also feel happy~~this time we go some new place at here~~we visit the Sepang Gold Coast~yeah~but we didnt stay lah....and this time we had no step on the sand also~~so regret~~~nevermind, next time i want built my own sand castle on the beach!!yeah^^

1more picture that my dear look nicer than me..
>.<

we taking the sightseeing car into the resort~
is not far from the entrance goes into the middle of the "Palm tree"
IF we are going in by this car.....
if walking.....duno need how long leh?

we no need to hold hand..
no need to close each other...
even no need to talk to each other...
but every1 will know~
we are the couple♥♥

this is the view of the Sepang Gold Coast~
the fees for staying here is so expensive...
even the cheapest also need Rm 600++
and actually for me,
i didnt see any interest thing here~~lols..

below is the picture that i like most in my memory...
so sweet and so warm~
♥MY SWEET MEMORY♥