sweet 6

this month got a lot of sweet but i had less time to write on it...this is because i am rushing my assignment and exam as well as my year end trip. i remember last thursday i go dear house and he bring me to mcD at equine park there, we decide to ride motor bike to go because dear's car road tax had expired ...(but now already renew la~) before we go there was a nice whether actually, but after we finish our meal it rain oh.....some more we meet the rain on the way home so we cant find anywhere to stop...then?? we become "luo tang ji"~=="...haha~its romantic~but still funny~

then that nighti depart to hatyai, thailand. dont know why i had not much of exited like previous time oversea trip, but only felt like not wish to leave~maybe to much thing i want to do in this few days lo~i wish to go battle ground final, dance show, and dating with my dear~hehe....but finally i still go because mummy already buy my ticket~T.T....dear keep asking me be happy when in trip la, but i still cant be soso happy but only abit happy~on the way to hatyai i just keep sms him and calling him because i am miss him so much but he already sleep like pig~~=="

i thought when i am at hatyai i will be more adapt to the situation, but i am wrong~even when i am at hatyai, my heart still at my dear's house, still beside him~my phone no roaming so cant get line at there~i lose contact with dear so i had almost 3days dont contact with my dear~i am soso missing him~whatever i see i just want to let him see too, so i capture many many many photo no matter i am walk or in car or sit~whatever i eat and do i also wish to share with him~all the time i just thinking how good is it if he is beside me and share all my happiness~

then i just find something that could buy for him~every thing i just thinking to buy for him~when i go bag shop i want buy him a wallet, when i go shoe shop i just focus man shoes, when i go dressing shop i also try to look which suit for him...i think accept my sleeping time, all the time i am thinking of my dearest cheewoon~~this is the 1st time i leave him so far after we being togather~i just felt soso unwilling to leave him....finally i bought him some things~wallet, shirt, and sleeping pant~^ ^"

right after i pass the kastam, i direct call my dear~finally can hear my dear sound~^ ^so happy~~i dont know whether he got miss me or not althought he got said he miss me so much... but after i saw he message on msn~he said he get sick already, sick named miss grace gao gao~ hahaha~~ he say he felt so lonely because he already used to call me every night before sleep and cant sleep if cant listen my sound~wah~~so sweet~^ ^" but, i dislike sweet talk~haha~~but i know dear said true gua~~~~hahaxx...

yesterday my classmate decide go sing k after presentation, but my road tax had expired and i didnt bring money also so i want dear come for help...even he dont like to sing in front of public and actually he is just wasting time here but he still come if i said i want him to come...actually i felt touch but i didnt tell him....whenever i ask for help dear just said yes~i really like this, whatever i want he will always do for me...although i dont know how long he can do this for me~but i hope he will do this for me forever~i love u, dear cheewoon~love u forever~

sweet 5

what happen tonight??it suppose is a sweet lovers night but how can thing going like this??i am upset, moody and down....but after the words u tell me, what else can let me happy again??i am happy that u bring me to movie to shopping to spend time with me to bring me go a nice cafe...but not a nice fact....when u ask me did i mention why u did not bring to that place before, i already know the answer, but i hope i am wrong...who know, i am so clever until i also hope that i am a fool, a stupid who know nothing...i did not fell jealous or envious when i heard what u answer, all i can feel is hurt...yes i feel hurt deep in my heart...how u can say this to me, dear?how u can say because of those memories that make u cant bring me thr,dear?and how u can say u really put down, dear?if so then why u cant bring me there just because of those memories, dear?did u know what my feel, dear??how can u explain,dear??what will u think if i say also i dont bring u to that place that got my memory with my EX but now is ok, then what will u feel, dear??did u will believe i really put down him before i start with u??i just feel hurt deeply....not i dont want to trust you....but i just cannot lie to myself to trust u....this is what i think in my mind...i dont dare to tell u this because i know u still got many family problem make u sad that u need to face and solve...so this secret will keep in my heart now...maybe i still not very clear the love u give me, maybe i still not confident with our love, maybe i am so care u until i lose control for my emotion, maybe this is why i still not to believe in love...love is too unexpected...i dont know what is in your mind, but what i can tell u is: if me, i will bring u to all the place that have my memories with my ex because i dont scare to thinking back this memories because i already put down, and i also wish to bring you to that place that i feel sweet with others people because that place is nice, and i also wish to create new memory with u to cover the previous memories with others...because i love u...this is also why i feel hurt...even when i heard that song u love -forever love-- at there, i feel want to cry....thats why i said i hate it....cause i cant feel the song is play for us....is not for u n me....but dear, i wish if 1 day u know all this thing from here, u would not try to explain again to me...and please dont mention back to me...i know 1 day i will forget, so please dont remind me this hurt things in my heart...

sweet 4

this few day my dear really gt in problem~job problem, family problem now is health problem pula~~i dont know what can i do but just only can accompany beside him to give some support lo~~~

aiya~~dear was sick already la~~i am so worry about him...he can even drive the crane and smash the tree~hahaha....dono my dear could be like this before~~wakakaka~~~^O^~~~ops!cannot laugh~~he is sick and faint ma~sorry ya~

i really dont know what can i do for him~see he so weak till cant go work~now, still dont answer my call~~dont know what happen...miss him so much~~now i free to go out but he is sick now...aiz~~why we so unlucky huh??

hohoho....he answer call liao~~~later go out!!yeye~~~byebye~~muakZZZzzzZZ^*^

sweet 3

these few days, i talk many to dear~he also told me many things~too many until i cant remember all the words~~but what i wont forgot is when he say he love me~how important is this word to me....i cant even say this word out but i can felt this word out from his mouth~

i felt sweet in my heart~i had told him before, our way to future would be so difficult~he say no matter what happen, if both of us also dont give up sure we will success to be with each other forever~~

this few day i am damn busy in rushing assignment~my dear no even complaint me for unable to accompany him but he still supporting me to do assignment...my broadband had been stop function then he just borrow his broadband to me, even he is so boring that could not online at home~

he also open subline for me since i give back my previous sim card to my ex...but i still using the 012 number because i dont wan to bring 2 phone again...my dear is really love me tender~love u dear~~forever and ever~~^*^

sweet 2

how i wish u are here now~~
last sunday, having a big case between dear and me...
i plan to stay his house that night since my parent was back to ipoh~
who know, around 12.30am, daddy call me and ask whr am i~
i thought they still in ipoh, so i decide to lie~
who know~actually they are back to kl already!!
on that time when mummy asking me why i lie, i am really scared~
i dont even know what actually i scared~
i tell the halfly true to my mom...
i said i am at his house~
after back to home, i just tell her i doing work at there because of my broadband cant function.
i know dear wont like i lie...
but to protect our future and love, this is what i can do now..
maybe next time i will use other way to tell mom,
but now i know still is not the time to tell my parent..
even i know they can guess what relationship i have now...
sorry dear~sorry mummy~sorry daddy~
sorry to me as well~bcos i let myself cry at the nite~T^T

sweet 1

half month pass~now is in the sweetest period~i dont know how long can this period hold but i knew both of us will try our best to make this time period longer and longer~~^^

just now my dear bring me to purchase a new spec for me~is expensive~for me is soso expensive~actually i am not willing to buy that and i knew i not suppose to buy as well...but i think dear will buy it for me...i knew he couldn't use much money but i knew he will do what he promise me...thats why i choose to buy that~yup, i want it...

all i can do is cherish what he gave me..appreciate all the things he gave me...and do all i can to give back the same love for him~i dont know he know much of me or not...actually, i am the type of girl love money so much~this i think he wont knew...because he always think i am different with the others girls...actually not...i am just a normal girl and i am not from rich family so ofcause i love money...

but, if i love some 1, i wont wish to use much of money from him...because i know if we want to spend life togather forever, his money is my money~~hahahaha...so i should not use much of it...i really happy that he willing to buy expensive thing for me...i knew he care for me...knew he love me...knew he want give all the best thing to me...and i think if i love some 1 maybe i should let he do what he want to do...

i really happy that he spend money on me...hopefully not for others except his family...i wishing he can know how to maintain and control his finance...and i knew he can do it...actually......is my false la...i think i should not choose that spec that soso expensive 1...but...haiz...i really like it..cc~~i am that type stupid person dont know how to manage my finance 1~if dear also not good in manage financial then how ah???

aiya~~just now when i having eye test, cheewoon go buy drinks for me... then after that the staff ask me paid cash or card, then i said need ask 1st so then he ask me call my husband and ask 1st~keke....he look like my husband meh???or i look so old???=="...i think no gua~just now he ask my age already after 21 or not leh~sure my face not look too old ba~~hahahaha.....

by the way, thanks dear for buying me that spec~i like it so much~~i will take care for it properly and wear it always~~love my dear~muakz^*^