sadT^T

i will go redang soon liao~i really not used to go place that far from my dear~these few days i always on the low mood even go trip soon but still no much of exited feel~i just keep missing my dear, day by day~

but my dear always busy on work~i know he is so susah also~but i really need to see him, thats why i wait alone at jusco although i also dont know he will come or not...only when i see him then i will feel safe~

i know i cannot everyday also meet him~but after i go redang i will have 5days cant see him~i really hope he can go with me~i always wish to stay beside him~but i know it is impossible...he need work~i cant always dependent on him~

but, i dont wish that i can biasa without him with me~if i can used without him, then i dont know what will happen later~i hope he will always on my heart, on my mind~once i think about if he run out from my life i will feel upset and want cry...

really love him until i also dont know what can i do now...i scare i will give pressure to him~i dont wish to be beban for him...i want be independent but....what will happen if i change to independent?haiz~

anyway, need pack up my best mood to redang trip now~luckily, my dear give me many picture that can accompany along the trip~then can prevent that i for get his face~~hehe....thanks for him that last sunday had accompany me~^^

sweetiest May~❤❤❤❤❤

this may i had less time to write on my love story diary books here~because my dear always work work work............even sunday also work!!! but~is ok....i still can accept~because he go work ma....not go play2 and dump me alone~hehe...so i buy pair of ring as gift for his hardworking~( actually is me want couple ring la~hehe)

many people always envy me~because i am a xing fu woman~haha...^O^ really feeling xing fu now...because i had found the way to love...i would not same as last time...i really growth in this relationship...i really know what is love already~^^

now i not same as previous time which is always missing him for the whole day...now, i still will suddenly miss him, but just for a while...i know our relationship had stable~is good...^^ i like the feel when i see him than i will smile..is so xing fu~watching he hold my hand, look at me, kissing me, hugging me....

i really wish to marry him~be his wife~waiting for him back from work~every day also can see him~taking care for him when he is sick~sayang him when he is tired~listen to him when he is angry~looking at him when he is eating~follow his step towards my dream~

i hope we can face all the problem and have a happy ending in the end~

May~1st lovely week❤

we are sit on the end of lover bridge~but our love never end~^^
today is 1/5, labour day~friends from other state spent holiday at kl ansking me bring them to beach, so i just ask dear along to help me bring them to bagan lalang again~~



first time see dear wearing cap, not bad ma~haha....so nice~and cute~^^today the beach is full of people~damn many people lo!!!luckily my dear was here, if not sure i pengsan already~hehe..



i forget ask dear to bring our kite along, so today we had no kite to play~but today we go into the see first time~need to thx my crazy frens, playing under the big sun, silly guys~haha...


first time dear and me walk sososo far to reach the see~really damn far!!!but finally we did not waste our energy because we got step into the water~today dear buy 2cap,1for him but i wear; 1for me but he wear~haha^0^



today got many people accompany dear eat seafood but leh~all his favourite finish already~no crab, no lala...he is dissappointed loh~~but nevermind la dear~next time i will accompany u eat again~^^this 2days, i am so happy to spent with you, lovely dear~

you are my sunshiine,

my only sunshine,

you make me happy,

when sky are grey,

you never know dear,

how much i love you,

so please dont take my sunshine away~

muakzzZZz~~^*^

forth week of april

this week my dear need to work at weekend so i just celebrate dailou's birthday with smkss gang at mines~after finish celebration, i waiting for my dear to having dinner with me....AGAIN~~ccc...how can i don be fater n fater leh~haiz....hehehe

because i had take my dinner before so i am not hungry actually, but dear want eat sushi...make me eat 2nd time dinner again....FAT~~but it is happy~because can be with dear, it is always happy~^^ is so lucky that can meet frens at thr because thr is so croud of people~frens help me find the seats then only we had chance to eat sushi neh~

thanks for dear~always bring me eat something nice~^^muakz..~

third week of april

dear alway capture people fat2 photo..>.<

this week i go bagan lalang again with my dear~^^

this time i felt more happy than last time...

finally, we buy a new kite,

and this time we success to put it up,

AND take it back.......hahaha

today, we eat seafood again but this time....

EAT TOO MUCH!!

damn full until want vomite~uek~

but still happy because can spent all the day with him~

this few weeks i really felt uncomfordable..

thanks my dear who care for me..

giving me support when i am upset...

make me happy all the time~

working hard to be a good boyfriend~

love u,dear~