love 5

yesterday night, me dear bring me go the place that we had first dating before i being his girlfren~~ampang lookout point...this night we go that steak house which i had didn't try before...but already many friend tell me it's food was nice...this is my black pepper sizzling chicken...damn nice 1 loh!!!hahaxx....

and my dear was order a tom yam meehoon....he order this because i want to try...hahaxx...i help him order but donno why, there was only soup they provide me...hahaxx...maybe the waiter wrongly take order or he cant hear what i order gua...but nevermind, my dear order another rice to take with the soup....he cant take the soup only because~~it was damn spicy!!!hahahahaxx....he cant take too spicy 1....but the tomyam was nice oso~~yummy yummy!!!

this is the 2nd time we came here...first time we still not couple...after meal we talk about last time experience....last time we are soso shy and nothing to chat...eat own meal and look here and there after meal....hahaxx....quite funny....my dear was so cute that time...hahaha!!!its a sweet memory~now also a sweet memory~~i like this feel...dear promise will bring me here next time~i wont forget oh!!!dear also cant forget ya!!!muakzz^^

love 4

why recently always upset??why tears always fall down??why i easy felt hurt???why i try my best to be with you and i know you also work hard in our relationship, but stuff still become messy??i know you being moody recently but did you know i had already done my part??if so then why you still make me become upset???even it is not done in purposely but it didn't mean that i can just feel nothing like never heard before.....i know you also felt upset in each bad stuff, i know you sick, injured, lonely and problem in work, but i already spent my private time as much as i can to accompany you but you don't satisfy yet...you can't said it is a joke because this would not could become a joke...who can play this joke???i just felt that you didn't even cherish what i had do for you...just feel sad...

i am not don't want to trust you, but i always trust you...but then why you become so sensitive about what i had ask you??that question ask by others but not me, you suppose to know i am always support you and stand by you...i am just a simple girl, what other people said i am sure need to consider for protect myself...you know how darker is this society nowadays...if you really want to protect me then why don't you prove it by time???why you need to become down and make me must force myself to full believe in you???i didn't said i am not trust you...maybe it is not enough trust but since i love you i believe i could trust you more when time passing by....but please don't suspect my love...no matter what other people saying, i will love you always....

i know you try to make me happy and done what i want for me, but please don't force yourself to do it....that will be no point...if you done it in bad mood or angry, then please, forget about it....i am not willing you to do this...do you know, i am super easy get happy girl???sure you know right???but don't you know i am super easy cry girl??you suppose to know me well, know how to let me laugh and what will cause me drop tears...but why you always drop my tears???i am not the cause that make you angry or sad or moody, but i am the need to make u smile always...my job is to make you feel relax and happy, i try my best to do it, but why now everytime i failed to make you happy but you always success to make me cry??is it is my problem??i cannot make you happy anymore???i prefer you don't do that things i like forcely rather then you complete it in a bad condition....if you had no time then don't do it, i can done it nicely...rather to make you felt angry and moody all the night, i prefer to do it myself....or forget about it would be more easier....

love 3

i spent 2months with my dear adi~~hehe...soso sweet....

yesterday night, he call me and said he was soso hungry because of his mom throw his dinner after he home....hahaxx....then he said he want go out for McD with me...in the begining i am agree with him but since too late i reject at the end....i cant heard how down was he from his sound....

later, he decide to cook maggie mee as his dinner at home...at that time i was felt hungry as well since i take my dinner abit earlier....he ask me to cook for my self if i really felt hungry~~but i am so lazy and i also dont wish to take supper because i am become fater fater recently~~wuwu~~T_T...

after few moment, he call me saying that he was headache and cant sleep...he want me sms with him for a while, so i just sms with him...but sooner, he call me and told me that he was at outside of my home~~he bought me food....hahaxx....soso crazy~~it is damn late about 2.30am at the night~~

i dont know why he so worry about my gastric problem...he is really care for me...i was so touch when i saw him handing the food in the car for me...i know he just want to see me actually...i ask him, how long can he maintain to do this for me, he asking me back, would i believe if his answer is until the day that i cant open my eye anymore~~~

i really touch about that, but i tell him i wont believe...he say he also dont know he can done it or not, because he think he will "gone" earlier than me...i love my dear~~how sweet he is...how deep he touch my heart~~how can i leave him....i love him so much...

love 2

arghh~~~~i miss my dear so much~~~ermm......today is 8 of Jan 2010, is almost 2month for our relationship...but i cherish all the moment that i spent with him~ i miss him so much~~

haiz~i already be a little woman now....i never think i will like this before~~every night i will waiting for his call then only i can sleep~now i am in holiday,damn boring~make me miss him much more than before~~

now my lovely life being stable and simple now....nothing special like begining of this relationship...but i still enjoy the stable now...i felt happy that have someone share everything with me~

i felt so touch that i am the important one in somebody's heart.....

love 1

i love u *cheewoon*
i had long time didnt write blog here~~
maybe, everyday can meet wasn't a good thing~
but i still felt very sweet and happy that we could meet each other everyday~
i am happy that could accompany u to sabak bernam~
i also happy to be with u during new year count down...
even it is a soso simple day but is a special moment for me...
but i dont like we quarrel~
i dont like quarrel with u....
that night u ignore me like that i really get hurt...
i know u also felt upset....
both of us also doing wrong thing but...
please promise me..
no matter what happen,
u also cant do this to me again....
i know recently u really get in problem...
i also know nothing i can do for u...
but u need to know,
no matter what happen or what u decide,
i will always stand by u and support u....
u dont know how much i love u....
but 1 day u will know....
i really love u~~