2nd Anniversary

Our 2nd Anniversary

So fast...

2 years already

We taste Sweet Sour Bitter Spicy

In these 730 days

But We face all the problems and move forward

towards our future~

Thanks for all the love

♥I Love U♥

Mooncake Festival

The mooncake fest this year

a little bit special...

we decide to go ah kit there

for celebrate..

At this candle festival,

the electricity was down!!!

haha~~

All of Us force to play out of home..

Dark everywhere with some

candle light and tang lung around

housing area~~

We go to bought a tang lung which is a cock shape...

it is mean my dear~

because he is cock, i am rabbit~

hehe~~

We had keep the tang lung

so that next year we will take it out

and reuse again!!♥

Langkawi Trip♥

yeah~this langkawi trip we had been wait for 9 months~~so EXITED!!!

This is my dear 1st time fly with airplane ~I know he is more exited than me~

This is also the new record of our traveling life~MOST FAR~~

When he is in the airplane, he feel faint..@.@...i scared he will vomit, but after i change the seat with window for him, then he feel better~his face look so funny when the airplane start fly!!haha~

This trip really memorable~We eat Lobster, seafoods, drink beer, and buy a lots of Chocolates!!!

We also very lucky get a hotel or so call pent house with a lower price!!

We really enjoy the trip here, especially the waterfall~~it is the biggest water fall i had seen...

The most regret thing is...we doesn't go any beach at here...and the days here keep raining...

However, I like the trip so much~Thanks my dear spent all for me~~really thanks him...

When i got money, i will spent him for sure!!!♥

♥Edwin birthday~2011♥

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDWIN LOKE~

He make earlier celebration with Family member on Sunday...
So, Dear Woon and I joining to the party also..

Jess also got come...
So GIVE FACE~^^

Kaki Beer Must HAVE BEER!!!

During the exact date of ah kit bday,
we go Pitstop and celebrate again~
Order a lot become our culture~
Cant waste Food...
Dear Woon keep FiNisHing the food~
Become FATer FATer & FATer~~
hahaha~♥

Treasure Inn

I go watch this movie with my dear woon~
it is really funny expecially zhong ka fai~

Walao~
Si beh Funny lo~
But i dont like Nicholas Tse now...
Sooo....
i just watch ka fai and laugh then enough~
wakakaka~
^O^

I LIKE FUNNY MOVIE!!!♥

Mummy Bday❤Celebrate with Dear

This is the 1st time my dear celebrating my mother birthday with me
i am really appreciated it
we go and eat vegetarian food at Tian De
And we order a lot of food
Finally..
we cant manage to finish it
haha~
then mummy "Dabao" for next day
Even it is a simple Dinner
but i happy that my dear can deal with my family now
♥^_^♥

"Avatar" was breakdown...

This day i drive my dear "aVaTar" to school~~drive like so YeNg~~
but when i went home from school, it suddenly brake down and just stop at roadside...
=.=lll

i was not scare and panic, because i know my dear will COME SAFE Me!!!
hahaha~~~actually i think is small problem, i just want to call anybody who can identify the problem for me and i try to fix it myself~

but the guys is worry about me, my dear faster finish work and come safe me~yeah~~I just wait 2for 20minutes to wait my dear come to fix HIS car problem~~

Meanwhile, i did call Edwin when my dear cant answer my question about the car problem, but then Edwin also didn't answer my problem....maybe is too complicated...and he straightly come forward to me, but when the time he coming, my dear already reach my place and fix the problem...i am so sorry to Ah kit because this case cause him accident on the way to me...

this is another special experience for me~^^~i am not scare not panic because i know some 1 will come and give help~^3^~

Kung Fu Panda

I went Sunway to watch Kung Fu Panda with my dear
We watch for the Cantonese version
Ah Bo is the Panda
Very Funny 1~
this movie is talking about Ah Bo background story one
I like to watch Cartoon with my Dear~
then only we can smile like children..^_^

18/5/2011 Wednesday

Lazy to update the recent memories...our love life going simple and simple and simple and simple....any special is not special anymore...any sadness will be find sooner or later...
well, this is the process...from sweatiest towards the tasteless...sometime, it will still having the touching moment...or grateful happiness....but just for a moment...a minute even a second...i am sure i try my best to maintain the taste of our love...but seems to be failure sometimes...no other way to turn it back to warmest period..i thought he can shoulder all the problems...because i need his protect and care for long term...but, seems i wrong~

sometime or even many times, he fail to manage his emotion and temper~especially when facing problems...i really feel upset when i face him at this moment...even at the meanwhile,i am also in a bad mood...how? can i rely on this people?What can i do to help him solve the problems?or just let it be~~anyhow i cant help anything...

i am really not an angel for him...is all bullshit of love talk at the beginning~we are just another person in our own life...same like the others in our life...the different is only we are closer to each other compare with the others...we are not qualify enough to become full-life partner...share the happiness and thought we can share the sadness....no~~not as easy as we think...i realize, i am not mature enough in this relationship...but then i wonder will we still together at the day i become mature~~

i understand in life, we still have a lot of things that not match each other...how to polish the problems to get better communication? to get better relationship? to stabilize the love? i think i better runaway from this complicated problems...i need refresh my attitude and to seek a better life~No matter what ending will we get, i also can be tough enough to face it...i need to become stronger than yesterday, every single day~~

dear's mother bday~

This is the 1st time he formally introduce me to his family members...the first time i saw his grandma, uncles and aunties~they are nice, quite friendly~it is a family gathering for his mother birthday purpose...

the stupid guy are not practice enough for proper manners...need me to tell him to introduce for his family members then only he will guide me to meet them~~why should i be so motivated? i wonder is it he dont really want to introduce me to his family also~~

sometime, he look so clever, intelligent, like know many things and experiences that i dont have...but sometimes, he is just an idiot....>.<~~i wonder he really dono or dont want to know...anyway, he still work as a pass grade bf~~

i think next time i also be a pass grade gf then enough~~hehe~~~but i am still happy to become a pre-member of his family right now~i am practice hard to join into this family...could u see it?? i am work so hard for u, and for our future~~i know, same as u~~hopefully we will had wonderful ending~~I LOVE YOU~CheeWoon♥

Happy or not happy??

this week i almost everyday stay at chee woon house...
i dont know i am happy or not happy...
i hope to stay with him...
i wish i can have happy life with him...
but the more i stick with him, i find so many problems between us..

i know i have do too much for him...
it is not a good thing...
who will appreciate it?
i try to be a good girl 、a good girl friend for him...
but i finally know guys does not care and cherish for good girl...
they cant maintain the same like the beginning of the relationship...
i also hope i can change follow the time....

now i choose to be a bad girl rather become a nice lady....
i believe what he tell me,
"how others treat you depends on how you treat others"
so i treat him good and nice~
i think i will get the same which i give him...
keep distance with the boys, help him clean his things, inform him wherever i go...
finally......what i get is.....

i just look like a aunty who had no market at all~
not attractive~ not pretty~
somemore people dont want to hug me also....
everythings go a different way now~
i think i am wrong for doing this....
no people will appreciate~
just make myself cheaper and cheaper~
always giving help become my responsibility now....
my independent make nobody care now~

ok....
i am tired again and again~
that day when i see you cry i believe that i am so important in your heart...
but your action tell me what is my position is actually in your heart...
you never ask my safety when i tell you i am alone...
you never tell me before you hang out with friends...
even meet your ex-fiancee...you also only will tell after i ask...
if i dont ask? i cant imagine how many things you will not tell me if i don ask...
nice one!!!!good job~~~

this is what i suppose to get from you?
this is not how i treat you~but why you treat me like this?
i feel i am crazy when i tell myself i want to marry you...
i can see all the problems after marry...
he is not the one i hope to marry with now...
i wish to marry with the one that before the 500days....
oh my god~
oh i see~
i know what should i do now~~~~~~~

after 510 days we being together~
i realize that i should change now~
i promise myself~~
this is what he teach me...
"how people treat you, you treat the same way to them"

choosing present...

today i am bringing a happy mood to go shopping for choosing and buying my dear birthday present. i know i had no much money to buy something which is very expensive. i just want to buy something that he is need so that the money will not be wasting...

i am thinking to buy so many things starting last year. but everything that i want to buy he also already buy for it. i know nothing i can buy anymore. but recently i found that his bag was broken which he usually use for working. so i try to get a new 1 for him...

today after go looking for house with ah kit & sally, and my class had canceled so we decided to go shopping to choose his present. we go midvalley to choose the gift because there got more choice but all the things there is very expensive, i cant afford to buy it...

we walk for few hours to get a cheaper 1 but i walk till so tired still cant get the 1 that i satisfy with the style and the price. then, at the end we go to Jusco to try to get cheaper 1~after few shop we go and search finally we find some nice bag and i try to call him see which he like more....

the answer that i get from him is....BAG IS NOT THAT 1 I REALLY HOPE TO GET, I WANT TO PUT THE CAR ANTI-UV STICKER, BETTER ASK THEM SPONSOR MONEY FOR ME LAH~~oh i see....we are wasting time for a day~~~

the feeling is just like: u want to bring some 1 for dinner, u try to look what he is less of, how the food taste, where is the place and when u almost finish for the planning............on the way u taking him to that restaurant, he tell u he not really like that place and food, better u give him money and he go and eat what he want to eat....

if this is what he want, then ok, fine~~next time i will not spend time for idea on him anymore...no romance will happen on this person anymore....no surprise anymore....just give him what he want....this is what a person who age 30 want....but not a person age 24 want.....

use my heart on others person is more worth........friends or family also wont hurt me like this....maybe the person that not care him but gift him the bag he will more appreciate because they dono actually what he want is the things that worth RM700++ or more~~~~~~~

ya~i am poor~~~no finance based....but if he really want this, i still can gift him...but i no need thanks, because the money is not precious than as my heart and regards.....DISAPPOINTED.....

Publish♥

i had publish my secret~
because..
now is not a secret anymore~

this way of love
is full of gladness and sadness...
rejoice and regret..

all these element combine
lead to a better way of life~

every time when i feel upset...
i will read back all the memories..

last time
i like to post all my upset feeling
disappointment
and the sadness memories
at here...

however,
every time when i read back all the post..
i realize that...
i can feel all the happiness in the sweet memories
but
feel nothing in the sadness post..

so,
i don't like to post the unhappy memories at here anymore
because i know...
when i am upset or unhappy,
what i need are always
sweet and touch-full memories
to recover back my moody~

♥JUST LET SADNESS BLOW AWAY BY THE WIND♥

Bagan lalang again^^ with shinya~

i already forgot this is how many times we going to bagan lalang...but i know every time i going also feel happy~~this time we go some new place at here~~we visit the Sepang Gold Coast~yeah~but we didnt stay lah....and this time we had no step on the sand also~~so regret~~~nevermind, next time i want built my own sand castle on the beach!!yeah^^

1more picture that my dear look nicer than me..
>.<

we taking the sightseeing car into the resort~
is not far from the entrance goes into the middle of the "Palm tree"
IF we are going in by this car.....
if walking.....duno need how long leh?

we no need to hold hand..
no need to close each other...
even no need to talk to each other...
but every1 will know~
we are the couple♥♥

this is the view of the Sepang Gold Coast~
the fees for staying here is so expensive...
even the cheapest also need Rm 600++
and actually for me,
i didnt see any interest thing here~~lols..

below is the picture that i like most in my memory...
so sweet and so warm~
♥MY SWEET MEMORY♥

2011 Happy Valentine♥♥

this is the 1st time i eat korean food with dear~
also is my dear 1st time to try korean food...
how?
u ask him la~
i think still acceptable gua..dear, right?
hehe^^

actually i am so happy
because my dear willing to try new things
with me...
last time we eat everythings he like...
goes every place he like...
if i bring he go or eat anything he don like
he will not happy...

but this time we enjoy the food~
but hor...
cant finish>.<
is too much for us~~
ahahaha^O^

dear say: dont take the ugly picture for me huh~

some time i hate to take photo with dear~
every picture of us sure he look nicer than me>.<
why huh?
personal picture i look nicer leh~
too bad~
dear bully me!!

this is the present i gift my dear~
HAPPY VALENTINE~DEAR~❤
is not a expensive things
but also need use money to buy 1~
haha^^

this card i choose it myself..

and create inside of the card myself...
i had try many times to get the right position for all the words..
finally...
i am so glad to see my final product~

after printing the card is already 1am something..
but i still want to wrap the present...
i wrapping the 1st time...
so ugly~~
not professional!!!
then i open it...
wrapping take 2~
is ok for the 2nd time~
walao~~
use 1hour to wrap....
finish all the works before 3am...
can sleep with sweet dream now^^

♥I Love You♥

Pangkor island ❤ CNY Trip

this is the 1st trip i going with my dear..
just 2of us~
got laughing & crying..
hapiness and sadness...
anyway,
hapiness always more than a sadness~
^^

the 1st thing we do after check-in hotel..
we go and wait for the sunset~~~
this is what i want to do...
take picture~^^v
but hor~~~~~
still so early for the sunset...
=="
so we just wait and eat kacang putih at beach~

and we see many beach activities..
i wish to play and try but..
so scare ah~
somemore no much friends to play together
so just leave it...
still got next time^^
we see a tree got a big swing~~
is very long..
maybe can sit 3 of me...
we also rent a motor bike to go around the island~
the island is so small only~
the motor bike is "small blue"~
i already long time no ride motor liao!!the next day we go "long gai" by "small blue"~
we go the fish village to take breakfast...
is a chinese kampung~
no big different with my hometown~
we drive by surround the island...
go up and down of the mountain...
i cant believe down of the mountain
is the sea~~
never see this situation before~

THANK YOU MY DEAR SO MUCH~❤
for bring me to pangkor island~^3^

2011 chinese new year❤

this chinese new year, i having 2times of lou sang with sally family at ah kit house~~
the lou sang look so colorful...having fun when eat lou sang with friends~
we eat the lou sang with adding the small "abalone"...is delicious~~~^^
thanks my dear to buy me wine~is a rose wine...❤
this year of chinese new year i had a good day with my dear~
i got go watch movie with him lah, buy new shirt lah, go shoes factory buying new shoes lah, planning to go trip...thanks my dear for all the accompany~

❤[2011 1st trip]❤

my 1st time overnight trip with my beloved♥

we go fraser hill on 1/1/11
^^
it is 1way only for the inter-way for the destination
alternative per hour
when we reach the starting point
it is not the time for going up
so....
we need to wait.....
all the car are queue up~
since there are still got half an hour to wait,
we decide go jalan jalan at the drawbridge~
i keep taking photo for others...
my dear, sally & edwin & jacky~
and even my self......hahaha~
Aaaarrrghhhhh!!!
ssoooOOoooo Uglyyyy~~~
we go the first place after check-in
and after our lunch..
we try to find the little strawberry farm
but we fail~~
we only found a garden...and start capture photo
and i like this much~♥
look so sweet~♥
jacky like flower so much oh~
and he keep walk here and there,
make his mom soo tired already~
my dear and i also become babysitter...
this is my dear sexy photo~~
is it look like gay~
FyuuuuFiT~
I cant tahan already~
wahahahahaXD
is raining all the days
and we cant go anyplace
since jacky is fall to sleep~
nothing to do....
then,
keep playing self-capture lah~
hahaxx^^
BIG EYES♥
SUPERCHEEWOON!!!

kai ye & kai zai~~♥~~black & white
our dinner~
is very very cold at fraser hill...
+ raining~
it become worst~
is the most cold place that i ever been..
only when i eat steamboat i can feel warm abit..
& when we drink~^^
my dear specially buy for me~♥
is a rose wine call
♥ROSEDEW♥
i like the fragrant~is nice~

this night i sleep very well
although it is cool~
but i feel warm because my dear is beside me~
^^
the 3 man of the Gang~hahaxx

my dear is GOOD MAN~
he help a lot in preparing food and clearing service
muakZzz~^3^

this is the symbolize of Fraser Hill
before leave we go and take picture~
this is their post office's postbox
their building is nice
i dono is porturgis or Holland style~
but is really nice~

jacky like to WALK WALK WALK...

My dear try to pull and separate the 2pillar but...
why look a bit weird like...
the dog piss on the flower pot??
wakakaka~~^O^

yeah~
our first trip on 2011~
success!!!♥

favourite dancing pose on the bridge~~
at the water fall...
on the way back to kl~
my dear try to install some "mineral water"~~
is natural from the mountain~
i didnt dare to drink it..
but he say nothing special
is just like the mineral water~
but we saw many people take water from here~

this is my dear product~
dono what he doing~
suddenly recording me...aiyaya~
but is quite funny~hahaxx