love march 2010-week4

haha~~my dear was drunk yesterday night lo~~lol....i think he just a little bit drunk lah~so cute~*^_^*

he call me and chat with me so many things~just like a kid~he say he miss me so much~and he also told me about his friends love problem~he tell me he scared that we will have same problem~

i dont know what can i answer him, i cant comfirm our future will not have any problem, but i will try my best to solve all the problem that we face...because i know, cheewoon love me so much~^^

yesterday his friend bday, he wish i can go with him but i am not convenient to go out~so he go with ah kit~he is so happy because he was a long tine didnt gather with this geng of friends~~

dear~i love u love u love u love u love u~~~~~^*^

chee woon's birthday^ ^

today is dearest chee woon birthday~here is the cake ah kit buy for him....

actually this day was a lot of bad things happen~dont know why would be like this~i wish to having a happy and unforgetable day for him, but i was success half only~~it was so unforgetable but only for the unfortunately stuff....especially according to him, he only would remember those bad things most the time, so i definately dont know what birthday i already give him....

i make him found me in a hard way in the middle of the night; wait me on when the sun top of the sky; let police checking him on suspection.....what a damn black birthday to him....maybe is my fault, but i still complaining~~i am a worse girlfriend actually....

his mood is bad, my mood was worse....but luckily, ah kit was giving him a supprise~they bought him a cake....maybe friends was better than me....maybe if i dont spent birthday with him could be better....then maybe he would not getting all the bad things....i bring all the bad luck and bad mood to him, but still complaining him show me his "black face"~

i am a failed girlfriend....

anyway~this year he got no happy birthday, just wishing him next year may have a happy birthday loh.........

love march 2010-week3

this tuesday i was celebrate chl birthday, 16 march....his birthday was so near with my dear~~haiz~i dono what should i buy as my dear birthday gift lo~~~headache ah!!!this is the first time my dear join my smkss geng for gathering~i know he is not used to it~but this is what my life i think he should try to join in my life as well as i join his life also~~

i know dear so tired this week because of his working stuff....i really thanks him for accompany me in this gathering at pitstop~i know he is so sayang me and always try to let me happy~but i really dont like to see him look tired or boring or what else~i dont wish to feel that because of me make dear feel cant rest even feel tired....i dont want see his face busuk2~~>.<

yesterday (wednesday) i know dear mood in bad, but i really dono why he bad mood cause he never tell me~~i dono is because his working stuff or family stuff or the computer stuff or my stuff~~i hope he could be happy all the days but i know it is difficult~it is HARD!!!!because dear easy get bad mood~~even himselve also dono why he getting bad mood..?!

tonight i had the last dancing practice for the shooting on this saturday~until so damn late till midnight~it is near 1am, i need to drive alone, somemore daddy ask me park the car at outside~i was feeling abit scared~so i ask dear accompany me to go home~i dono he just wake up from sleep~i dont ever know he is fall in sleep earlier~~

i was feeling sad when i saw his face look so tired....just feel that i am not suppose to ask him sent me back 1~~because tomorrow he still need to work~his work on this week is really make him so tired~~i also wish i can get the time to accompany him~~so far, i just feel that dear look like a baby actually~need people good care, scaring and moody when failed to find me~wish i could accompany him all the time~~

dear~after this sunday u will be elder 1year more leh~~haha....u can be a baby, but only in front of me ya!!!u are my little baby~~~muakzzzz~~~^*^

Miss u, miss u....

love march 2010-week2

now just past the second week of march~it is 14 march~white valentine....actually i plan to spent over night at my dear house on saturday...but i failed because of my parent suddenly cancel back to hometown....so i had to stay at home again~~i just thinking that if my parents did not go back hometown, then maybe they will go back next week, oh, then sounds good ma~because my dear birthday is next sunday~but everythings are not follow what i thing~my parents go back on sunday already~~haiz....haiz~~

our first white valentine are not so romantic la~just stay at his home most the time~but can be with him i felt happy enough, even this day he care about his sister computer more than me la~make me felt dissappointed only~they try to fix the pc for more than 3hours....until 9pm of the night....but whatever la, all past already~my dear bring me go pitstop for dinner~so xing fu~~cos today i spent all the meal with my dear leh~~haha....i am so easy to get hurt but also easy to get better feel if someone know me well.....dear know me well not????hehe^^

love march 2010-week1

last week i go bagan lalang with my dearest chee woon~so sweet and lovely vocation~although we argue something before and after~but i still love him forever~we have some problem on the way of our love, but by the way, we found we love each other more and more~~

this day, we built up our relationship closer and sweeter~hehe....dont know why, maybe long time didnt close with my dear make me feel unsecure in this relationship....but finally, dear prove me his love towards me....yeah~~so happy and sweet....

he bought a pair of shoes~our couple shoes~even not so special but i like them so much~~its cute....hehe...we play a kite,but it lost because of an ice-cream~~T^T.....chee woon lo....stupid....>.<....but later he bring me to walk along the beach~people said this was romantic but i dont know is it really romantic....but i am happy, so happy...

i know he is so care about me...and he is just so simple~but me always want to find something to prove to myself that he is love me....i am finding trouble to myself....people beside me all know that he is so love me but only me cant see it...starting when i become so stuborn leh?hehe... but after i heard others love story, i only knew that i am too too lucky in this road....i am so lucky that could meet my dear~i love him more than i can say~~~

"dear, is my fault, i am not suppose to suspect your love....i should be more confidence for our love~let me prove to you, i will always beside you. what i want to tell you is, i love you~"