love 4

why recently always upset??why tears always fall down??why i easy felt hurt???why i try my best to be with you and i know you also work hard in our relationship, but stuff still become messy??i know you being moody recently but did you know i had already done my part??if so then why you still make me become upset???even it is not done in purposely but it didn't mean that i can just feel nothing like never heard before.....i know you also felt upset in each bad stuff, i know you sick, injured, lonely and problem in work, but i already spent my private time as much as i can to accompany you but you don't satisfy yet...you can't said it is a joke because this would not could become a joke...who can play this joke???i just felt that you didn't even cherish what i had do for you...just feel sad...

i am not don't want to trust you, but i always trust you...but then why you become so sensitive about what i had ask you??that question ask by others but not me, you suppose to know i am always support you and stand by you...i am just a simple girl, what other people said i am sure need to consider for protect myself...you know how darker is this society nowadays...if you really want to protect me then why don't you prove it by time???why you need to become down and make me must force myself to full believe in you???i didn't said i am not trust you...maybe it is not enough trust but since i love you i believe i could trust you more when time passing by....but please don't suspect my love...no matter what other people saying, i will love you always....

i know you try to make me happy and done what i want for me, but please don't force yourself to do it....that will be no point...if you done it in bad mood or angry, then please, forget about it....i am not willing you to do this...do you know, i am super easy get happy girl???sure you know right???but don't you know i am super easy cry girl??you suppose to know me well, know how to let me laugh and what will cause me drop tears...but why you always drop my tears???i am not the cause that make you angry or sad or moody, but i am the need to make u smile always...my job is to make you feel relax and happy, i try my best to do it, but why now everytime i failed to make you happy but you always success to make me cry??is it is my problem??i cannot make you happy anymore???i prefer you don't do that things i like forcely rather then you complete it in a bad condition....if you had no time then don't do it, i can done it nicely...rather to make you felt angry and moody all the night, i prefer to do it myself....or forget about it would be more easier....