love march 2010-week3

this tuesday i was celebrate chl birthday, 16 march....his birthday was so near with my dear~~haiz~i dono what should i buy as my dear birthday gift lo~~~headache ah!!!this is the first time my dear join my smkss geng for gathering~i know he is not used to it~but this is what my life i think he should try to join in my life as well as i join his life also~~

i know dear so tired this week because of his working stuff....i really thanks him for accompany me in this gathering at pitstop~i know he is so sayang me and always try to let me happy~but i really dont like to see him look tired or boring or what else~i dont wish to feel that because of me make dear feel cant rest even feel tired....i dont want see his face busuk2~~>.<

yesterday (wednesday) i know dear mood in bad, but i really dono why he bad mood cause he never tell me~~i dono is because his working stuff or family stuff or the computer stuff or my stuff~~i hope he could be happy all the days but i know it is difficult~it is HARD!!!!because dear easy get bad mood~~even himselve also dono why he getting bad mood..?!

tonight i had the last dancing practice for the shooting on this saturday~until so damn late till midnight~it is near 1am, i need to drive alone, somemore daddy ask me park the car at outside~i was feeling abit scared~so i ask dear accompany me to go home~i dono he just wake up from sleep~i dont ever know he is fall in sleep earlier~~

i was feeling sad when i saw his face look so tired....just feel that i am not suppose to ask him sent me back 1~~because tomorrow he still need to work~his work on this week is really make him so tired~~i also wish i can get the time to accompany him~~so far, i just feel that dear look like a baby actually~need people good care, scaring and moody when failed to find me~wish i could accompany him all the time~~

dear~after this sunday u will be elder 1year more leh~~haha....u can be a baby, but only in front of me ya!!!u are my little baby~~~muakzzzz~~~^*^