sadT^T

i will go redang soon liao~i really not used to go place that far from my dear~these few days i always on the low mood even go trip soon but still no much of exited feel~i just keep missing my dear, day by day~

but my dear always busy on work~i know he is so susah also~but i really need to see him, thats why i wait alone at jusco although i also dont know he will come or not...only when i see him then i will feel safe~

i know i cannot everyday also meet him~but after i go redang i will have 5days cant see him~i really hope he can go with me~i always wish to stay beside him~but i know it is impossible...he need work~i cant always dependent on him~

but, i dont wish that i can biasa without him with me~if i can used without him, then i dont know what will happen later~i hope he will always on my heart, on my mind~once i think about if he run out from my life i will feel upset and want cry...

really love him until i also dont know what can i do now...i scare i will give pressure to him~i dont wish to be beban for him...i want be independent but....what will happen if i change to independent?haiz~

anyway, need pack up my best mood to redang trip now~luckily, my dear give me many picture that can accompany along the trip~then can prevent that i for get his face~~hehe....thanks for him that last sunday had accompany me~^^