Ms. Lonely

Dear had leaving me for half month already.
I am still not used to that,
especially when i am sleep on his bed...
the blanket with his smell,
but he is not beside me...
nobody waiting for me...
to eat, to play, to share, and to sleep together...
I am alone....same as him...
I promise myself to be independent again...
Do something while lonely....
making myself busy without loneliness..
However, I will feel lonely every time i say goodbye and good night to him..
After I close my eyes,
I only feel lonely~