sweet 2

how i wish u are here now~~
last sunday, having a big case between dear and me...
i plan to stay his house that night since my parent was back to ipoh~
who know, around 12.30am, daddy call me and ask whr am i~
i thought they still in ipoh, so i decide to lie~
who know~actually they are back to kl already!!
on that time when mummy asking me why i lie, i am really scared~
i dont even know what actually i scared~
i tell the halfly true to my mom...
i said i am at his house~
after back to home, i just tell her i doing work at there because of my broadband cant function.
i know dear wont like i lie...
but to protect our future and love, this is what i can do now..
maybe next time i will use other way to tell mom,
but now i know still is not the time to tell my parent..
even i know they can guess what relationship i have now...
sorry dear~sorry mummy~sorry daddy~
sorry to me as well~bcos i let myself cry at the nite~T^T