yesterday night, i spend whole night with my dear~this is the 1st time we slept togather...but i am not scare at all...because i trust him...we just hug togather~but i cant sleep oh, because of the contact lens...i dont dare to told him because i already can guess the result if i told~but after he ask sleep so many times, i decide to tell him also...
then, is what i predict...he dont want sleep also...haiz~my dear is so carring and lovely~he just use pc to play some song that i like~we chat for the whole night...i just felt dont wish to leave him~i dont want to go back already~i just want to stay beside him at that moment...but i knew that is impossible~
in this night, i dont know how many times he mention that girl name....every time he told the things of her is the most downest for me...even i dont like, but i will listen to him...because he say he dont like people to force him...he said he need freedom for friends...i can understand because i am also that kind of people...
tonight he bring all his past time photo to let me take a look...it is great~i can know much abt him again...then i can know he had already passing all the darker times to come out with better man now...he keep asking me is it last time more attractive, actually is not really~because for me i dont think external is the main factor that made a people attractive~for me, now he is more attractive~^^
this night, he said he owe me a kiss~then he give a gentle kiss to me...this is the 1st time he kissing me~that moment, i really feel touch~because he is the 1 who give me the 1st gentle kiss for me that just what i imagine for my 1st kiss in my life...how i hope i can get this gentle 1st kiss, but since all my ex is only like the wet kiss~haiz~but finally i gave him a wet kiss also~hahaxx..i like the moment we kissing, is just like the time had been stop running...
i love you, my dear chee woon~muakz~^*^
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