secret 2

meet with him and pooyee on thursday nite...pooyee looks more energetic than last time maybe because she cut her hair already~dont know why i still can feel a gap between us for each time we meet face to face, i wonder this is whose problem now...i can knew he try to find topic to break the ice between us...luckily we got shinya and hui wen here, ofcos include pooyee~i wondering how will the meet past on without pooyee...i am not that type of person always keep quiet 1 but actually i am talkative person also, but why when i face him i start become blank blank and blur blur??hahaxx...dont know what to chat already~

yesterday night he suddenly call me...i really scared about this because i dont know what he wants to tell me everytime...luckily he just want to apologize for something..then we continue chit chat ING until midnite~how long time i didn't chit chat so detail about my past-time story with some1 since i less chat with chl or maybe can say no person will chit chat so many weird things with me..hahaxx

from the conversation, i knew many things about him and i told him many about me too...i realize that he is defenitely a good guy that i havnt seem before...as what i understand from him, he is a responsible and caring person, no matter family, friends or lover, he still as a good player for each character~~his background story let me felt like wanna protect this person (even i dont think blur blur like me can protect any1..hehe) and i also wish to lead some positive thinking for him too~~he tell me so many about him until i dont know why he could told me all the things since he say we are not that close actually....but i am glad to know more about him...

but the more i know from him the more i feel unsecure~i dont know why but maybe because of my own personal thinking that felt if 2person know each other more, then the probability to be best friend will be higher~~just like me and chl...i dont want this happen actually...and then, what will happen next??