secret 19

this few days i keep stick with my dear~everyday can see him is a great things for me...i try to free all the time for him~because i miss him everyday~~i try to build up a good and stable relationship between us by creating more memories everyday~

i accompany him to bring pooyee gaigai, bring pooyee see doctor, accompany him take dinner, accompany him at home~i did my responsible as a girl friend better and better~haha...i knew he care for his skin so i bought some skin care product for him~and made mask for him too...

now i hope to spend all the time for my dear~but,he need to concerntrate his work while i need to focus my study~i glad that he willing to spend more time with me because we had the same aim for the future~we need a stronger base~

these few night i spend with him, many times i knew he lost control to me already~but finally he still can control down, even i dont know who actually is the stopper, me or him. and maybe sooner or later, the thing will happen~but i not willing to make it too earlier~

every time like this, dear will said the evil and angel in his heart start fighting...actually there was a same thing happen on me~when i saw he look so suffer i would think to surrender...but he keep control that make me feel glad~dont rush dear~1 day u will get me~hahaxx...

yesterday, mummy taking lunch with me and dear~even mummy dont knew the relationship between us but, ofcause she can felt something abnormal~mummy got said she dont like me having relationship now, she say i still got many chance to choose a better man~

but mummy maybe dont know, even what she said is true, but i actually got my own opinion and own choice~all i know now is not wait and see, but is try and see...this is what call never try never know~but ofcause the person i choose is i knew he had the value to let me try 1st...

luckily, mummy is not same as others mom~she not showing that she want me to have a rich or high education partner, but she only want me to choose...she just want me to be happy and xing fu~~so dear, if u confidence can let me happy and giving 100% xingfu to me then please dont be up set~i will always stand by you~