secret 4

yesterday i went ampang lookout point with cheewoon...
i like go out with him...he can make me feel secure...
i like him...
i like him...
i like him...
i like him...
but, how about my EX-bf??
i do wrong things...i try to tell him about shinya's story..
as a guide to let him know that i was that type of girl...
i dont scared about hurt..just i dont wish to hurt him...
he bring me to dinner...bring me go walk with pooyee~
he treat me very well....he promise bring me go movie too...
he is so good for me....and damn suit me....
cause we got the almost same thinking and favourite...
i knew i can had better communication with him....
i even knew i had no future with my EX-bf...
but now i still dont wish to hurt my EX-bf also...
i really like the feel when be with cheewoon...
last time i thought if the age had big different will have communication problem...
but the fact is i can....i can communicate with him..
but...he will hate me...i knew he will hate me after he knew all the things...
i dont want to let him knew...
maybe he wont like me..
maybe he wont ask chase me...
maybe we will be good friendz in the future....
so, i want keep good image for him...
i am so selfish...